Z turns four

 

After having Z I remember someone saying to me ‘once you get past the first six weeks things will settle down’. I was so tired and overwhelmed I thought to myself ‘I WILL NEVER MAKE IT TO SIX WEEKS’. But here we are four years later and I wouldn’t trade a single moment of it for the world.

That beautiful tiny baby is now my inquisitive, hilarious, loving, little kid with a smile that can make anything better. We’ve been through a lot. I have guilt and worries and a million concerns about his future and if I’m doing the best I can for him. But for now, he’s a happy little Z and that’s the most important thing. I will always do whatever I can to keep him smiling and care free. Happy fourth birthday to the best little boy in the world!